Anita Advani, who claims to be the late Rajesh Khanna's live-in partner and has filed a violence case against Dimple Kapadia and family was recently evicted from Bigg Boss. Here she talks to TOI about holding a grudge against Akshay Kumar, plans of opening an NGO for mistreated women and having the guts to face anyone. What are you missing, now that you are out of Bigg Boss? I am feeling lonely. Khalipan lag raha hai and am missing quite a few of my roommates like Tanisha and Andy. Not Armaan? He was close to you in the house... I have known Armaan for long and trusted him. But now that I am out of the house, I realized that he back-stabbed me. He said he would vote for me, but then he didn't. It was very shocking. Who do you think will win the show? Anybody can, but to win with fair play is quite a task. While the husband-wife couple of Shilpa and Apurva are strong contenders, Tanisha plays well and Kamya is also quite strong. But many people — like Sangram, Gauahar, Andy and Shilpa— are fake and are working for TRPs. These people have done reality shows earlier and know what are the manipulations needed. What are your future plans? I want to open an NGO for women like me who have been treated badly and cheated of their rights. It is also said that Akshay Kumar avoided you when he came on sets during the launch... If he had guts, he should have faced me. I'm ready to face him and the family any moment, because main sachchai pe chal rahi hoon. That's why I am tension free. Unke dil mein chor hai, that's why they are avoiding me. You seem to be holding a lot of grudge against him... Of course I do. I have grudges against Dimple too. I want my rights and want to be acknowledged. I want my due as a living partner of Kakaji for 20-25 years. They weren't there when they were needed. They had a roaring life even when he was at his worst. I did everything for him, and after they got him to sign the will, in logon ne to mere pair ke neeche se zameen khiska di. Their behaviour changed 360° after that. Their relationship was dependent on money. During Kakaji's last journey, Akshay pushed me out of truck, where Kakaji's body was kept. That was very rude. Sab kuch to le liya hai, then you wanted to take that moment from me too? At least have some respect for a woman who has been with your father in law through thick and thin. How can you be so mean for money? You already have enough! Would you have kept quiet had the same thing happened to your sister? You also want Aashirwaad, right? I don't want Aashirwaad for myself, I want it turned into a museum. I also have my stuff in Aashirwaad, which I want to be returned to me. Just because Kakaji couldn't marry me because of legal hassles, doesn't mean I don't get my rights. Privately, we were husband and wife only. Unhone mujhe kada pehnaya and main bhi unke liye Karwa Chauth ka vrat rakhti thi. You have filed a case of domestic violence against Dimple and family. But last heard you were ready for an out of court settlement too... Yes, I have had some meeting with their lawyers, but we haven't reached a conclusion. If I get a decent settlement of my rights, why would I like to drag the case in court. I don't get pleasure in washing dirty linen in public. Was your family okay with your decision of living in with him? No, my family was against it. They did not even listen to Kakaji when he came to convince them. So I went against my family's will and lived with him. How was Rajeshji as a person? He was very different from normal people. He had his own mood swings. He was a very difficult person. Sometimes he would be nice, while other times he would pick up fights. He had a really bad temper, and would throw things around. In those phases, he could kill you with his words. But people accuse you of going to Bigg Boss to get sympathy from the public... I went there to show my true character and to break the image from a money-seeker and liar women that Dimple and family have portrayed me to be. People saw me there all the time, they should now know what kind of a woman I am. Also, I went there because I needed money to fight my case.
